There are two reasons why i couldn't trust someone right now and i feel so bad about it. Someone told me it is okay to let my heart do the thing sometimes but my mind is always on the run. I always pretend that i'm okay which is I'm good at it but deep inside i'm really not.
I want someone who can see the pain in my eyes,i'm not asking for it.,its just that i want him to understand. Even though I'm not sharing most of the things that I've been through at least he can noticed,but it didn't.
Yes, I fall for him but I'm afraid to fall for the wrong person again. I'm scared and there's so many things/question that came through my mind. I know I'm being selfish but what can i do? I'm afraid to take a chance again,I'm afraid of what would be happen, I'm afraid we were not meant to be and started again.
"A person who truly loves you is someone who sees the pain in your eyes while everyone else still believes in the smile on your face."
